For at least the next week I’ve decided to stop and refocus. And judging from the way I was feeling the other night the timing but be right – or it might be horrible. Right now, though, it just needs to be.
I was on pinterest tonight (mamasamess if you’re looking) and stumbled in at just the right time. Someone was posting a ton of crafty sewing books – vintage find redone, create your own style sort of thing. One of them happened to be a book I got from the library last month which has since sat in my living room. To the point where I completely forgot about it until I saw that pin.
I’m getting lost again so I need to step back. I’m too focused on what people want and not enough on what I want to do. We’re providing, we’re making ends meet and we’re doing things that we enjoy along the way. And that’s just right for now.
I need to put my head to the upcoming events in our life. I want to enjoy it. And then I need to make a dress form and dig through all these pins I’ve been collecting – all the DIY ideas, patterns, book, and recipes. And I need to start doing it all for fun.
I’ve gotten lost just when I thought I was getting to the place I needed to be. And that’s going to get fixed.